what is wrong with me..?
why am i doing this.
i will not make , the same mistake
will not make myself cause my heart so much misery
i learned from my mistakes , and i'm standing up.
knowing obviously that another blow will really kill me ,
and u did it.
i'm not blaming you and trust me this blog post so wont be about you.
i'm forced to fake a smile , a laugh everyday in my life.
but thats okay , i'm used to it.
i'm not jealous of anything , i love my life.
look darling , because of you i'm seriously not gonna trust anybody again.
never gonna trust , promise.
i believe in lies now.
crap , why am i emo-ing.
it doesnt matter if i dont mean a single shit to you , as long as i'm with you i'm contented--
oh noo ): i just found out that i'm getting more and more poetic and stuff , like wth. i so miss my old blogging ways , but life is not as interesting as the past.
there's almost really nothing to post.
and i seriously want to keep my blogpost long.
ahhh what a dayy (:
--
what should i do about you.
love me , hate me i dont care anymore.
uhm , alot of things happened to me like ohmigod.
and i so totally thank
both adela and chialing for being there for me and stuff.
chatting with josh sim really helps (:
i so enjoy chatting with him -smiles-
to josh lim : oi u still owe me one piano piece k LOL.
to josh sim : oi , you also kay.
to adela : ohmigee , thanks girl for being there for me.
to chialing : ohmigee , thankyouverymuch to you too.
to some other supporters thankyou too.
to shawne : thanks for helping me reply to caspar's smses
to cathrine : thanks for telling me what to do and what to say. helps alot <3
to isaac : jyjy toss people around! talking to you helps as well (:
haha. i so wouldnt make it through without you guys (=
dont ever leave me kays? no promises , dont promise me anything.
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accompanied yijun to wait her bus ! yay aweshumm !
-smile-
i so love accompany her , and so totally love her company.
she's like so nice & kind towards me.
even if she's not there for me when i need her
it doesnt really matter , as long as i'm able to be there for her.
-smiles-
ohh and linkie was really nice as well.
his like , a ultra music fan. hahahah
crap , i'm getting more and more involve with hci guys.
i wonder if thats a good or bad thing (=
i dont ever wanna fall in love again
its a terrible thing.
though i think i already am , i'm trying my best to kick that feeling off (:
ohmigod , im gonan repeat this over and over again.
JOSH SIM IS A REALLY NICE GUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUY.
TOTALLY AWESOME GUY.
-SMILES-
-CANT STOP SMILING-
i wonder if this post is long enough.
you know..
everytime i think of all those memories , it truly and honestly hurt.
i wonder , how could they like so easily forget everything.
why are we humans , so weak.
oh god , why.
but its okay.
wo bu jie yi.
wo ku gou le , wo bu yao zai ku le.
tai tong ku lehs (:
with that ,
i'm off.
hahahahahhahahahaha
<3 yijun , <333 josh sim , <33 isaac , <33 adela & chialing , <3 shawne and cathrine.
<333 ws family (:
all of you , mean the entire world to me.
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